Life is for Dead

Life is so simple. You can do anything you want. But, Does anybody knows the main purpose of life? In my opinion life is not just how to get anything you want. you will never reach every dreams. Something is gonna be lost or be got. Depend on your will and your destiny. 
Life won't interesting anymore if you don't have any spirits.
Well, everybody has someone who can support them in their life. Such as mother, father, family, spouse, religion, and eve illogical things. Sometime you can go down but sometimes you can go on top. I'm not afraid about dead but I haven't ready yet to die. Everyone must be die. Sometime and Somewhere, but you will never know where will you die, what cause, and when are you going to die. It just a beautiful mystery from God. It will keep us to stay away from any mistakes and being a good man. Reach your certain destination for a happiness life. reach your Nirvana. It will be yours, if you want. Life is For Dead!!!

Please make me to love You more..

I was the man in love..but it was,,
I was the man who cares..but it was,,
I'm the man who hopes,,

Please make me to love You more..
not anyone else..

untittled (first thing I got for my new song)

Sometimes..
I feel lonely..
I feel empty..
without you..

There's no one..
wanna hear me..
understand me..
yeah..no one but you..

Heaven knows..
that i miss you..
that I need you..

But, Heaven knows..
you'd better stay there..
and Heaven knows..
that I will be there..
someday..
yeah..someday..

catatan malam hari

this day i start to read again after been a long time..i have so much idea in my mind but as usual i can't write it down..just stuck in my deeply mind.,thanks to "soul to squeeze" to give me a peaceful in my mind..i wanna start but i can't walk..when the way looks like culdesac..it's beautiful when u feel unusual feeling in your heart, i don't care whether it can be hurt or not..but, so far this feeling is strange..what should i call?..love?..no?..fu*ck with love..i don't wanna be trapped anymore..it's absurd, when u don't want to accept this..as though u wanna runaway..because I'll know the end is..just waste my time, but i like it..just bother my mind but it's okay..i can feel it..well, time for the Beatles..twist and shout guy!..to tell the truth, i don't wanna rock and roll tonight, but i dont wanna slave myself with all this blind feelin'..at least, it can be make me have more spirit than before..

dedikasi, kesetiaan, & pengorbanan

Dedikasi, kesetiaan, dan pengorbanan..
yah..gue mengalami itu semua..buat nama yang ga perlu disebut..buat jiwa yang selalu hidup..buat pengobanan yang ga terhitung..gue mengucapkan terima kasih yang dalam..
semua itu adalah bagian dari konsistensi kita terhadap orang yang kita cintai..ga perduli ruginya kita, ga perduli sengsaranya kita..tapi kadang kesetiaan itu menyakitkan..seberapa jauh kita bisa setia?..sebesar itu pula kita akan berkorban..jadi dedikasikanlah diri anda kepada orang yang anda cintai,,berikan kesetiaan anda dan berkorbanlah untuk mereka..

About GOLPUT

pemilu...pemilu...pemilu...
ya..sebentar lagi pemilu nih,tp gw bingung ya harus milih siapa.
Apalagi buat pemilu legislatif calegnya aj ada banyak tapi ga ada satupun yang gw kenal.
lebih baik golput kali ya..
tapi ada yang bilang golput itu bukan pilihan cerdas tapi menurut gw itu pilihan yang lebih baik daripada memilih caleg yang ga jelas visi & misinya.
mereka ga akan mikirin kita-kita sebagai rakyat kecil, karena mereka pasti punya kepentingan pribadi dibalik itu semua.
maaf nih, bukannya suudzan tp kayanya semua orang juga udah tau kali ya..
banyak masyarakat yang udah ketipu sama mereka..so,..lebih baik kita golput dari pada kita memilih caleg yang busuk kaya mereka...
tapi beda halnya kalau dengan pemilihan presiden..
Insya Allah gw akan memilih satu dari calon yang ada..
karena kebijakan mereka nanti akan bisa langsung kita rasakan..
baik atau buruknya mereka juga kita bisa kita tau karena sebagian besar capres dan cawapres sudah kita kenal..
so,,think back again before you choice!!
mau golput atau tidak itu hak anda..yang terpenting percaya pada diri anda dan pilihan anda...